May 12 - Dree Wou Mama

 Audrey loved her mom. There is good reason for that.  Amanda is a great mom.  Audrey wanted to cuddle and spend lots of time with mom.  For Amanda, I know that yesterday was tough.  I hope that these pictures (some of my favorites of Audrey's smile) remind you of Audrey's fierce love for you.

Cantigny

Mount Rushmore

Batting Practice


Wisconsin Ducks

On Mother's Day and everyday, remember what Audrey said. "Mama Wou" (Mama, Love you)


                               



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